Sunday, October 15, 2006
i think im overanalysing this.
Its just that sometimes you feel like youre teetering on the edge, and external circumstances just give you that extra push to send you falling over the cliff. id like to chalk this down as simply being the lure of the unattainable. But really, i think the appeal lies in this recent development being a
potential form of escapism. Hypothetically speaking. But therein lies the paradox. i dont know if i want out now. That possibility seems daunting; the insecurity that comes with detaching oneself from the familiar. But i know its inevitable. Just how and when, i dont know.
That aside, this week was a blessed week. Really thank God for my crusade dg and also my g12:) Theyre my support and form of accountabillity:) went for g12 mtg yesterday and its amazing how you can read a passage of scripture, and somehow God opens your eyes to give you a new interpretation each time you read it:)
Earlier part of today(or rather yesterday) was spent catching up on one week's worth of sleep deprivation. woke up at 1pm!omgg. After working on a project, was too late to head down to ac open house. And because of the haze, we had to cancel a running session.Again!The haze is impeding my weight-loss programme!heh. Ended up mtg seok at holland for dinner, where we searched in vain for a place with wireless internet connection. Everywhere's either starhub or singtel wireless.And that resulted in us heading down to smu to study.Got to take a good look at the campus underground. i feel traiterous saying this, but its nicee.haha.
Havent done much work this weekend.argh. as my ex-boss shrek (ie. sarefa the evil ogre-ss) would say, "expedite expedite!" haha shes hilarious.work's piling up.ive gotta clear it all by tues so i can have some guilt-free fun the later part of the week:):):).without stating the obvious, its a cause for celebration!heh.
reina ♥
10/15/2006 02:13:00 AM
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